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Thursday, April 10, 2008
  Death and some servings of melancholy.
Death because I woke up to a piece of news that someone living 2 floors above me committed suicide at my apartment block in the wee hours of this morning. He [rumours from the market says he's a father of a 10 year old boy and a sole breadwinner] landed near the rubbish chute area, not a very nice landing spot if you ask me. Anyway, it's not something you see often here in Singapore, so it caused quite a stir amongst the neighbours. I just think it's a nice detail to take note because you can tell tales of it to new tenants in the future and start a new horror craze or something. Lol. Geez, I better stop elaborating or commenting on this incident because I feel unnatural cold breezes around me suddenly. I just wish the guy will be delivered from that wrathful experience and let the soul rest well henceforth. Om mani padme hum. =)

Melancholy because I was viewing biology animations at Youtube and I felt so depressed out of a sudden. Devoted readers would know I screwed up for my favourite subject - Biology at the final crucial moment at A Levels, so it's impossible for me to pursue any higher learning in that subject in University. So I was viewing the animations and feeling very much messed up inside. It's like meeting someone you love but you can't talk to him... Something along that line. It's really quite bad. I was still very much impressed at the majestic quality of those biological processes that I learnt back in JC and to be truthful, I am still swooning in love with every bit of that subject. Then, I said to myself, "Ack, this is not the end of my journey with Biology. I will get back to it eventually at some point of my life."

Just view the below video and experience biology's beauty for yourself:


Sigh... How fucking beautiful is that?
 
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