Been a week
It's been a while since I updated this. Let's see what happened that is worth mentioning. I had two awesome chill out sessions with Jaspas and Valerie, one of which involves walking, singing Natioal Day Songs and talking nonsense all the way from Plaza Singapura to Clarke Quay. ^^ The other is about a long chat about comsology in physics over at Macdonalds.
Otherwise, I have been chatting regularly with Vika, she mentioned that I'm the only br00tal and tr00 metalhead that she actually liked. Yay! She's reading Orwell's 1984 finally, after all the brainwashing. Heh. She's disturbed after reading it for 30 minutes, haha, Orwell is God.
Bah. I'm really whacked now. It's 3.30 AM, the hunger is gnawing on my insides, and my brain feels fried and I'm listening to the weirdest music on Earth - Sunn O))) on my mp3. I should go sleep.
One thought came into my mind this week. "It explains alot when I have a person who committed suicidal for my role model." *Per Yngve Ohlin and Jon Novtident* ^-^
I finally see the fruit of cyber-labour for The Party! Comrade LingNemesis has been awarded with the Comrade Ogilvy Citation for Continued Confrontation - 3rd class medal. I shall continue my work and post more.
Thank you, BB!
You can do earn cyber-medals and boost your ego by registering at the Newspeak Dictionaryand contribute your part to Oceania.
Speaking of 1984 stuff, thanks RRR for that hardcover copy of Nineteen Eighty Four, it is greatly appreciated.
I think I lost my flourishing flair, thanks to school.
My sister shrieked in utmost alarm when she read this article online.
"Er liebt die Schwester. Und vom hinter..." - Rammstein's Tier. Means "He loves his sister. And from behind.." in english. Burrr.
Disturbing yet interesting.
So, a back-cross is indeed harmful, 2 out of 4 turned out to be defective.
Otherwise, don't ask about school life.
I have been immensely obsessed over Falkenbach's Havamal and Heralder. Glorious songs, puts me in an imaginary battle upon Nordic lands. Lol. It's my daily wake up call on my way to school. I think I have some obsessive complusive disorder, last year, I keep listening to Starless Aeon. Now Falkenbach.
I look forward slightly to the March holidays, at mere least, I could sleep longer and resume my online schedule and fuck care about school. But to return to the horrors of the revised and longer term 2 timetable put forth from The Sinister School Administrations. Fucking annoying utilitariannitical puritannical bastards. Loatheful.
Comrade Ling, always filled with hateful energy towards all things structured and mandatory, 10th March 2007 E.H.
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
In the year 2007 I resolve to: Download twice as much music as last year.
Oral (33%) you appear to be stubbornly and irrationally against receiving help even when it might be the more intelligent option. Anal (73%) you appear to be overly self controlled, organized, and possibly subservient to authority, this effectively narrows your exposure to a wider set of options and ideas lowering the odds that you will make the best decisions in life. Phallic (66%) you appear to have issues with controlling your sexual desires and possibly fidelity. Latency (73%) you appear to be afraid or averse to present or future real world responsibilities, this will only make your inevitable transition more difficult, so learn to deal with the real world. Genital (56%) you appear to be somewhere between a progressive/openminded and regressive/closeminded outlook on life.
Tomorrow shall be the day to decide if my journey for taking Chinese as a subject has ended or not. I hope it is so, I cannot imagine myself writing Zhuo Wen any longer. Let's just hope I did okay, meaning an A or B. =D [hopes]
Other than that, parents' night tomorrow night (why do the school administrations have to squeeze everything together?!). For this, I am definitely screwed from all orifices of my body. (yes, it's a very crude description, but it is a suiting one.)
My left eye lid just twitched. I hope it meant for something disasterous, cause I feel like dying. Right. Now. Bleh.
So tired from school. This is the most fitting description of my state now.
I'm constantly dreaming of life after A levels. Work at HMV (preferably) + Steady income + German proficiency course + Suicidal Black Metal Project + Philosophy + Start writing my own 1337 dystopian sci-fi novel + more flourishing + Wardrobe ReInvention + major resting + forgetting how school feels like. I can hardly wait one second longer.
Metal-Listener. Card Flourisher. Aspiring Philosopher. Selective Mugger. Ubermensch-to-be. Inspired by Dharma. Nihilist. The Almost Misanthrope. Yogini. Film Enthusiast. Into everything Occult and the Esotercism. Anti-Pretentious Social Situations. Anti-Religion. Anti-Normal. Observer of This Fucked-Up World. Autodidact. Philomath. Capricorn Cusp Aquarius. Leo Ascendent. Taurus Moon Sign. Economic Left/Right: -1.88 Social Libertarian/Authoritarian: -2.05.