It's been a while since I blogged. But nothing much happened anyway, my life being such a standstill recently to the point of me not knowing exactly what should I do. Sometimes, I just sit and wait for things to happen.
Anyhow I have renewed my faith in being a metalhead, if it weren't strong enough. I took time off to readjust the badges on my school bag and to take proper due notice and attention to them of which I have been lacking to offer to them. They did a decent job every morning, cheering me up for school, as I looked at the badges in pride and then I am a renewed person almost instantaneously. Now, I believe there are 8 badges on my bag, namely, Cradle of Filth, Dimmu Borgir, Immortal, Impiety, Opeth, Emperor, Gorgoroth, Satyricon. Yep. In addition of honouring the badges of their significance, I also sticked a decently-sized phamplet that says, "God is Myth" with its background a withering dying tree. It suits my mood perfectly. This constant anarchy of conventionalism, the decomposing state of life in generally. This, I found myself more equipped with the mindset to overcome all matters that obstruct in my path. Sigh. Seems evident enough that I am fated to lead a left-handed path...
Other things include the rabid anticipation for Mega Magic Show on next friday. It will be a great day. I could just foresee that...
Sidenotes: being born in the month of Janurary means a very depressing life that you will lead. I have endured 17 years of latent despair and solemnity, and it's not ending... Damn you, Saturn! Damn you to hell, I say!
I wish my heart could stop working,
Ling the Depressed/Emo.
27th August 2006